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Ultradian Rhythms
Singing Agathe
There has been no consistency in my mood of late. I greet the sun with a smile only to cry in the shower. I dread the thought of my commute home, dread the thought of driving anywhere really. I laugh a lot. I’m freaked out by being home alone, but I’m lethargic once the Boy returns from work. I love every project that sits on my horizon, but when they start to loom too close I retreat into despair. My heart races. My mind will not still itself. I cannot tell you if things are good or bad. I don’t know if I am on the brink of collapse, or something great.

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*hugs* I know the feeling.

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